I go so hard y’all. You see it.
Trust me I feel it.
God has given me a HUGE assignment.
I feel it daily.
Even when I am anxious , when my depression tries to keep me in bed.
God reminds me the rebuilding is not comfortable.
That when I first called Him, he asked me help set His children free.
Through my love, through my storytelling, through my coaching, through my encouragement.
So I get up, because the assignment is greater.
God has set my heart on fire for people to feel His light through me
Because if people can see a broken, discarded, once suicidal, homeless woman like me get up against it sparks hope in them that anything is possible.
I am on assignment...
But I am human and I do get tired....
My heart aches.
It gets broken, and taken advantage of...
So next Saturday I’m going on a mini sleep vacation— alone— near the water.
I’ll be fasting leading up to it.. and asking God soothe the aches parts of me.. that made an attempt to let someone in, that tried to let someone walk with me...
I’m going to write.. and pray and get back to the work of the woman at the well... a woman so changed by her encounter with Jesus that she told her village that a water exists that quenches every thirst.
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